I became an addict, I lose all my salary

It all started with 25okay profit, then I misplaced all I gained, and now i am win -41685 usd… and that i cant stop, in the present day i misplaced 100 usd, in last week i misplaced 700 usd… I lose the whole lot I earn, I dont buy clothes or eat out, as soon as i get wage i'm going to futures and lose all money. When i enter brief - market is rising, when i enter lengthy, market is crushing. I perceive this is not for me, how can i stop? Any communities where individuals sympthize each other and share they unsuccesful stories to recover from this and cease buying and selling?